I wish.

Things right now are kind of okay, but then i start to worry about my grades again which makes everything still bad. I know I studied hard, I know what I wrote, but why is my grades still as low as a half cake? I honestly thought, it was a piece of cake but then i was left with only a bite of the cake. I hope you get me even if i know i'm talking non-sense right now.. Getting high grades is really important for me right now, cause i feel like if i get into a great school in college then that makes me one step closer in fulfilling my dreams. Although, sometimes it made me think.. am i really gonna reach my dreams? to walk in a catwalk, to be in the cover of one of the finest fashion magazines, to be known as a great model or if not to be known for something? i lost hope, when i expected my grades to be high, instead i saw a grade of average. I was a happy bee going to the parent-teacher conference and left like a bee who frowned because she didn't get honey. I was completely sad! I never knew my grades would be that low.. I keep saying "i'll study harder. I'll study harder.." like about 100 times but nothing happens which makes me really lose hope. but.. all i know is that i can't give up, not right now, not ever. If i really want this, then i would make it happen. High hopes for me!

You know you love me,

xx

S-I-M-P-L-E

Heels + skinny jeans + plain tank top + no makeup + tied hair = simply gorgeous.

trying to sleep.

so here i am, starring blankly at the screen of the laptop trying to find something to do to make me fall asleep, since i can't sleep and i' ll be leaving early tomorrow for a parent teacher conference. (cross-fingers for high grades) i can't sleep, and i barely even done my homework's and all i ever think about right now is to rest and enjoy this long weekend with having a white-mocha-frappuchino + tv + some frozen yogurt. I need some beauty rest but i can't sleep! oh gosh. it's already saturday tomorrow, then sunday, then monday... i don't wanna get up in the morning again and leave home early. i wish it was summer again!

You know you love me,
xx