A fresh start.

Here it goes, everyone counting from 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 and.. Happy New Year!! & everyone cracking up some noises for some goodluck, greeting everyone a happy new year while watching the fireworks display outside. It's a new year everybody! & It's a fresh start for all of us. Forget the bad times & remember the good times. For me, it would be kind of difficult to forget about the bad times. Especially, to a girl that has gone through lots. But yeah, life goes on and there are things that we just need to accept & be happy about. This year I just want to change for the better, and start being more happy about everything instead of worrying about a lot of things too much. I remember Audrey Hepburn saying, "The most important thing is to enjoy your life - to be happy - it's all that matters. " I absolutely agree with that, so this year to be happy is definitely what I want to accomplish. If there are things that makes you feel down, remember that we are given two choices, the choice to be happy or the choice to be completely sad about it & I choose to be happy. Well, I hope this will be a great year for everyone!
So yeah, I'll be smiling a lot lately.

You know you love me,
xx

Don't you just love Christmas?

Wrapping Christmas presents with colorful wrappers & ribbons, decorating the Christmas tree with sparkly lights & christmas balls, Shopping for gorgeous clothes for christmas! don't you just love preparing for Christmas? & in just 4 days it would be christmas again! I remember every christmas in our village, little kids goes caroline outside our house while they sing Joy to the world. Hearing Christmas songs just makes me remember all those. This Christmas I just want to forget everything & enjoy that day with my family & friends. Laughing like there's no tomorrow & being happy with all the Christmas presents that i've received. Although people forget that, Christmas is not all about giving presents or even receiving one but It's about the birth of Jesus. It's his birthday, so we should always remember that. So yeah, Merry Christmas & Enjoy!

Happy holidays!

xx

Needs to take a break.

I feel so absolutely down right now that I want to just lie in bed, watch drama movies on television while drinking hot cocoa with marshmallows on top or finish a pint of Ben & Jerry's as what I usually do when I'm sad. So many things happened to me today that I don't even wanna talk about. I just really need to take a break from all of these. I do hope Christmas Break will be a relief.. ugh, relaxing in a gorgeous beach, hearing the sea shores while getting myself tanned & the taste of strawberry milkshakes. I can't wait for christmas break! It's actually weird knowing that my family & I would spend christmas break in the beach! But yeah, I definitely need that. A break from everything! from chemistry, from worries & from everything. Anyways, I still can't wait for christmas!

You know you love me,

xx

TGIF.

So it was the friday night & spent it with only yours truly! Yeah, that's right I was at home the whole day sleeping at a friday night! I feel so accomplished. Ha-ha! So I slept the whole day & finished reading my third book of the L.A Candy series. I absolutely love that book. I was sad that it was the last book of the series. I was even in tears while reading the ending. (What a drama queen!) well because it was a happy ending, as every book ends with. So yeah, spent the night watching late night shows, finishing my book, pigging up a bag of chips with some cola, wow and I even said I was on a diet. Guess not. So after reading that book, I've learned that it's not easy to be rich & Famous as every girl dreams of, especially when you're in a reality tv! You can't act silly on cam or you need to be watching your words all the time. Well that's not actually what you call reality. Isn't it? But that's Hollywood! That's showbiz. It's not easy getting followed by the paparazzi while they flash their cameras. Being a reality star can get really tricky.

You know you love me,
xx