Supermodel.

Everybody has dreams, everybody wants to be someone in the future. Well I was one of those pretty little girls whose a big of a dreamer, I've always dreamed of being a Supermodel. I've always wanted to travel the world and visit the finest fashion places in the world like New York, Milan, Italy && most especially France. It has been my dream to work with a famous photographer and shoot for one of the high fashion magazines. Posing && smiling for cameras are my thing. Back when I was a little girl, I love taking pictures. I would play dress up with my little sister, put some make-up on, wear my mom's high heels and shoot as if it was a real photoshoot. There was also a time when I used my blanket and wrapped it all over me and pretended as if it was the most expensive dress in the world. I actually look up to those models who made big in this industry, I just love listening to their stories and how they got discovered. Those stories inspires me & motivates me to never give up in catching my dreams. Someday.. that could be me, that could be me strutting my way in the catwalk, that could be me being interviewed about how fabulous my life is. Right now, I bet there's a lot of other girls who also wanna be a Supermodel & that sometimes I look at myself & think that I could be different from all those other girls. I can't be just like them, You need to be unique in order for you to be a great model. Today, we have a really big industry in modelling so it would be hard to extract yourself from everyone else but then I thought that my personality is the only thing that could be different from every one else. I've learned a lot from Tyra Banks by just watching America's next top model. *giggles* I just love fashion & modelling. I love the feeling of walking and pretending that you're in a catwalk. The feeling when you focus on one direction and everything on your side just blurs out while going with the beat of the music. I love the feeling when you're feeling that energy in a photoshoot and do stuff that are just weird but makes a really good photograph! Weird things also work, honey.

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I'll keep on Dancing.

Have you ever heard of a teacher who discourages his student in her student's passion? Well meet my teacher. I can honestly say, dancing has never been something that i have in mind in the future or in my dreams, but right now dancing is my passion! No one knows that, since they never heard me mention it. Only because, it's like my hidden passion. I love dancing, I love moving my body with the beat of the music, I love the music that's making me dance, I love the classical ballet songs that makes me tip toe and raise my arm like a real ballerina, I love the feeling when you express your emotions through dance. I don't care if I'm not good at it, I just love dancing. Now i feel so upset and mad at the same time, that it's possible to have a teacher that discourages you to not follow what you love. I've always wanted to join the dance jazz club, but for some reasons I can't so i entered the cheering squad. Cheering has also been a part of me, a part of my life. Removing it from my high school life just feels so incomplete. I don't care whatever the people says, not even my teachers. I'll keep on dancing because it's a part of me.
So that's one secret you knew about me.

You know you love me,
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Living in a Dream.

Walking in Paris, seeing the Eiffel tower. Trying to absorb all the emotions that are in the paintings of Leonardo Da Vinci in the Louvre Museum. Working with the top agencies in Paris or Having a cup of coffee at Cafe de flore, while reading my favorite book. I've always wanted to do all of those when I go to paris, wish I can go there. but yeah, anyone can dream right?

You know you love me,
xx

Going back to History.

I've always dreamed of going to europe. Studying european history was my favorite, I felt like reading my world history book makes me go back to time. Going back to the time when Leonardo Da Vinci painted Mona Lisa or when Jan Van Eyck discovered oil paintings. There are so much to remember in the European History and going to Europe itself would make me see all those stuff that I studied.

Simple Things.

Sometimes you don't even notice the simple things around you that would make you happy, you don't value it that much but today i've realized that the simple things around you do make you happy. You will be stress-free if you don't worry about things to much, and you'll be happy when you appreciate the simple things around you. So from now on, I will value the simple things. <3